I hate it when my friends think that she deserves him more than I do
Because I’m prettier, and because she’s been waiting for him ever since. I mean, what about my feelings?love the guy too. I can’t just give him away because people tell me, I can easily find another.
What if I don’t want anyone else? Doesn’t that matter? What if I want to fight for someone for the first time in my life, and I can’t because some outside bigger force won’t let me?
I die each day, because I am paralyzed by these thoughts.
I cannot move on.